Does my boyfriend want to pee on me?

Okay so I've heard of those golden showers and water sports where people pee on eachother an I always thought it was Soo weird! And its been a little weird because my boyfriend has asked me to pee on him before, but he sounded totally kidding! And when were in his car when I have to pee really bad he doesn't take me to go he just let's me sit there needing to pee! And sometimes even makes fun of me! And pushes on my tummy! But anytime I try to get the truth like bringing it up at all he just gives ME weird looks like I'M the one that wants it he wants to be able to watch me pee but thats mostly because he just wants me to be comfertable with him. What do u think? Are those signs of him liking that stuff? I know it's a weird question but I wanna know if he's like that!