Bisexual, straight lesbian?

I'm not sure who I am. I dnt wanna put a label on but I just wanna know for sure instead of trying to figure out in confusion. Oh I can't go out and experiment bc I wrk in he med field and I'm on call every so often. , so I dnt have much free time. But in The past vie had sex with guys before and it has never felt right with any guy ive been with. I'm not sexually attracted to guys. I am physically and emotionally(friendship emotion), but not sexually. Ive never had sex with another girl. I want to. I've fantasized about girls before and had dreams sometimes. I am attracted to girls sexually and all, I've kissed girls, an I liked it. Ive kissed other girls and have wanted to do more, but never have. I get this feeling, kinda like "I wanna kiss you" feeling when I see a cute girl. But like I said about being physically and friendship emotionally attracted to guys. So what do you all think?